As I sit at my study table, typing all these at 12.21 a.m in the morning, I feel jaded. Had just read my 2008/2007 blog posts and felt so many emotions. Regret, guilt, jealousy, the whole works actually. I am typing this post out on a new macbook which might be the only good thing that happened to me this year. But I digress. Let me backtrack and do a slight review of the incidents of 2010.
Fellow students might be aware that the year 2010 was my o levels years. So hard work and grinding was the norm- for any typical VS students. I had the desire to head to RJC- namely because many of my friends were in there. (Guess this shows the calibre of my buddies) I failed. My second choice was the school with the same namesake as my current alma mater. Victoria Junior College. I failed in that too. I ended up in a mid-tier JC, CJC, with my results. I find it hard to even talk about the things I felt when I stepped into CJC. No offense to CJC but that was not the school I had aspired to head to. Abject disappointment.
But. The CJC people were great. Orientation lasts for 4 days and I just finished Day 3. The CJCians were friendly- to the point of overly enthusiastic. I didnt feel left out at all, though I was the only 4 or 5 Victorians in the whole cohort. Well, there was also the unknown feeling of meeting some female students my age in the first time in 4 years.
Made many friends- no way to deny that. Thank you, Ka Hei, Aaron, Greg, Shawn, Ting Yan, Joyce, Bao Yi, Jun Yang, Zhi Da...well, everyone in OG 27. I hope will will have a fruitful 2 years in CJC.
What else...hmmm. My aim is to clock all Distinctions. I really dun believe I cant do it. My last chanc, one could claim. In fact, this blog is to practice my writing. Prevent rusting for GP and all that. Though if I had a choice, I would take KI. >.< Maybe I will...maybe.
H3 is another aim. And of course, topping the class. I mean- this is a new start. I need to regain my lost ego and pride. ^^ Good night, I guess.
Last aim- To maintain this blog for my JC life. It would be an ideal reflection tool. A mirror to show my horrible traits and bad habits. Who knows, it might really help in that GP.
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